Bitter Witch
2004-11-30 @ 11:20 p.m.
I am calling it quits. I give up. I am done.
I hate how she wants to bring every one down with her when she's sad, but she can't bare to be around me when I'm barely hanging on by a thread.
No wait, let me rephrase that, in the middle of my extreme mental breakdown she brings her boyfriend and my friend over to make out on my couch.
Yeah, real good friend right there.
From now on, I'm not going to deal with it anymore. I'm not going to tell her jack shit because she could care less.
We can be friends at school, and occasionally outside, but right now I think we need a big break because I need to realize that I don't have to be there for people who just screw me over.
I am tired of being her door mat, fuck it, I am tired of being everyone's door mat. I am not going to be stomped on anymore.
If she's tired of being my friend, than that's fine. However, I refuse to do the one sided thing ever again.
No more talking through things, no more sleepover, it's fucking done.
I'm sick of being put last.
My parents do it, my siblings do it, even my best friend does it.
From now on, everyone can just leave me alone. I try to have friends and all I end up doing is getting hurt. Casual friends from now on and that's it.
I am tired of being hurt and shot down.
-SaM
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