Witchy Woman
2004-12-15 @ 10:22 p.m.
Dear Me,
Feel better soon.
Thanks,
Sam
I really don't want to run the mile in gym tomorrow, I will seriously do anything I can to get out of it. The really sad part is that it's not even the fact that I'm too lazy to do it, rather that I feel sick and I can't breath well, and winter break is comming up!! I can not be sick for winter break! That would suck so bad. I'm ALWAYS sick for winter break, and the first year where I'm finally a bit healthy and my gym teacher wants to be a total ass about it and make me ill. This is of course after my friend Greg had to be taken to the emergency room for lack of oxygen after running the mile yesterday.
Yes fools, I hate gym. No, scratch that, I hate running. Weights, swimming, team sports, dance, softball even, that I can handle. Running and myself do not go hand in hand. Especially if he thinks I'm going to run the mile in front of the entire class.
I did not break up with David, despite my lame attempt too. I love him too much to let him go, and though I don't think I will ever forgive myself if anything happens to him, I am going to have to take the risk. We have come too far to just call it quits now.
We don't even fight, or argue. We just disagree on music. :-P
I am digging the Horrorpops. My new respect for rockabilly is slowly turning me into a real fan of the genre. Tiger Army are my current favorite though.
I hit Sam really hard yesterday in a burst of anger and I feel so guilty about the whole thing. He definetly did not deserve the brunt of my bad days. Only, the fact that his face was in mine making me feel bad did not help the situation at all. I've apologized profusely though, and I hope when he says he forgives me he means it.
Saturday, Angela, Sam, Vince, and I are going to Belmont to shop. Well, Greg and Natalya might come too, but we're not positive about them yet. I need to buy gifts for the following people:
Mom
Ryan
D.J.
Dad
Gale
Lizzy(sadly)
I think there are a few more people in that mixture but I am forgetting who they are. I am going to have to stretch the gift buying with just twenty one dollars, but I think I will find a way to do it. My creative aspects will just have to come into play.
I think Saturday will be fun.
Sunday we were all going to the House of Blues to see Dope live. DOPE live. Can you believe it!? Dope! Angela and I have been trying to CATCH Dope in the city of Chicago forever now, and they are finally forgoing the Oasis One Sixty for the lovely House of Blues, just a couple of L stops away. I'm actually starting to get excited, I just won't let Vince and Sam's love for Mushroomhead get in my way. :-P
I'm still not talking to my mom aside from 'Yes' and 'No' answers. I don't even know why I'm mad at her, just that she hurt me really bad. I'm thinking of apologizing to her tomorrow just so she'll feel better, even though I know I will still feel like crap.
Then again, when don't I secretly feel like crap? :-P
Off to paint more vases.
-SaM
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