Well I Hear You Whisper the Words
2005-01-22 @ 1:29 a.m.
'You think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, you think there would be a Microsoft? Of Course not.'
I love LazyBoy. He makes me think.
I feel a lot better, this evening was nice.
I took a warm shower, and now I feel clean and smell nice. It's amazing how a simple shower can completely raise my mood.
I then signed on and communicated with Natalya and Vince. Talking online with Vince is nice. It was cool to be able to talk to them both so late at night, everything is so calm and I feel so alive. They are the same and we have nice conversations. Getting excited over the Sims2 with Natalya all over again is nice.
The Cure are so lovely. I really like the new song 'End of the World' it makes me smile. 'You couldn't ever love me more....' Dave burned me 'Boys Don't Cry' by them the other day, and I can't wait to get it. I want to immerse myself in Richard Smith's voice.
Then Sam called me back and we chatted a bit, before Dave interrupted us. He's going to call me at ten tomorrow morning, to see how bad the snow is going to end up. If we can't get our car out, I won't be able to see him until Sunday. :-(
I miss him so much, saying goodbye to him was really hard tonight. I think we'll be okay though. I think we're both just sensitive right now and it makes us all mushy.
Sam and I talked about how much stuff has changed. Especially how he and Angela's relationship effects our friendship, and we cleared some stuff up. I understand that she comes before me, but he made me understand that it doesn't mean he doesn't like being my friend.
I want Angela and I to get along again, I want us to have fun together. I hope that all of this is just a rough patch we're going through. We just need to keep working at things.
I think I'm entering my really experimental phase of music, I've been trying to expose myself to all sorts of styles recently. (Like right now I'm listening to Morrissey's 'Irish Blood, English Heart' so good.) Don't get me wrong, all of my old favorites are still constantly being rotated in, but I'm trying to give new things a chance. I love music so much, I don't want to leave any good branches out.
'Irish blood, English heart, this I'm made of.
There is no one on earth I'm afraid of.
And I will die, with both my hands untied.
I've been dreaming of a time when, the English are sick to death of labor.......'
Well, I suppose this is goodnight. I know my entries have lacked substance lately, but I've felt the need to write them anyway. And that is how it goes.
As soon as more stuff starts happening they will hold a little more substance, I hope.
Thank you for sticking around anyway. I appreciate it very much.
I love my friends.
-SaM
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