I'm In Love With Mean Girl, I'm In Love
2005-02-01 @ 10:24 p.m.
Every now and then, I find myself having to remind me of who I really am inside. Sometimes I get caught up in the world around me and I forget what's really important to me, who is really important to me.
Tonight my older sister Nikki helped a woman as she died. An old man kept pressing on the accelerator thinking it was the breaks, and he slammed full force into a woman in walking in the parking lot. He hit her so hard her boots flew off. She and her husband were mentally challenged, and my sister is a complete mess. She watched as this woman died, held her. She isn't okay.
We can't be there for her. She's halfway across the country. 18 hours on a motorcycle if you'd care to know.
I don't know, it makes all of my problems seem insignificant, and yet I still can't help but feel awful about all the stuff going on with me.
I feel like crying and hitting something all at the same time.
I think I just need to talk to Dave.
-SaM
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