I Fall Into You
2005-02-06 @ 1:15 p.m.
Don't ask me what influenced me to get out my old Sum41 albums, I have no clue.
'So am I,
Still waiting?
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
For this world to believe!'
Oh man, that was the last song we heard at Warped 2003, a purely magical moment. Half of the people didn't know the words, but they learned them all by the second chorus.
Contrary to popular belief, Sum41 are pretty talented. Dave, their magical guitarist could have been perfect in a band like Iron Maiden or even Metallica, those riffs just keep on coming! And Stevo, their drummer, can pound those babies! Anyway, yeah, they're pretty good.
So, last night Angela and I didn't actually fight, we just sort of talked about a bunch of stuff. Then we made fun of Eleni and all the snobby 'punk' people at our school. There is no room for snobbery when listening to punk rock! It just doesn't work like that. Live, love, and share what you hear.
But yeah, she's depressed and annoyed, I'm cranky and sick(AGAIN! Damnit.) I think we just need some time to figure and find everything out.
'Well I hold my only enemy as closely as a friend
And I sunk my own reality to further my decent
Self-destruction taking over, it's so easy to pretend
Introduction to this nightmare that now seems to never end'
Sam actually told her that he wouldn't be my friend anymore if she broke up with him, but when I talked to him he flat out denied it. I'm not sure if I believe him or not. If he does I will be soo angry with him. :-P Eh, I don't know who I believe anymore.
Woah, scream it Mr. Dave.
So, yesterday was spent mostly with my lovely man, his name is David. We sort of celebrated Valentine's Day together early(even though I was unaware of this) and he gave me a little stuffed cat holding a heart that says 'You're purrrfect', it's cute. Then he gave me giant chocolate lips. :-P He also gave me an R.E.M. album and a Violent Femmes album, that I will definetly be enjoying when I am in the mood to listen to them. I really wasn't expecting anything at all, because our relationship is kind of untraditional. I was pleasantly surprised though, and have been beaming since. :-)
I really hope that my Dad's new apartment is right by Dave, because seriously, I'll bring a few gal pals and we'll spend some time with him in the city, and then I can see Dave. And well, have tons of fun in general. This summer could be sent taking trips to the city and staying with my dad. Even though he won't ever really be there. :-P
'Fashion no passion surrounds me...
All I can say if I've heard this all before
Reality's a bore, you ask me to believe in something fake
And I can't bring myself to
Do what you want me to do
This is who we are
And nothing's gonna change!'
'I can't take part in the business man illusion
I'll take my change in real world confusion
Don't blame us
Who do we trust?
When there's no one dishonest..'
Yesterday I was the one who was sleepy, and had a ton of phlem in my throat(ew!) so we took it easy again, only not. ;-) Normally we spend a few hours upstairs, but we didn't even want to get up. We just talked about stuff and goofed off. We listened to Johnny Cash! Yay! I also got to hear some more songs by Dave that I should be having on my computer sooner than later. Get ready for them!
My boyfriend is going to be such a rockstar, he has the ability and the connections. I just hope he doesn't forget about me. :-)
I was sure he was in love with a certain other girl, but yesterday sort of assured me that he's not. He's just a good friend and I have no right to question his motives. I need to stop freaking out over everything.
Reggie's single, so now Dave is really considering setting Natalya and him up. :-P Hah, that would be really creepy. But hey, Dave say's he's cute. And we all know he has good taste. ;-)
'No matter what I say
You turn your back away
It's never gonna break you, it's never gonna make you fall...'
I love my boyfriend, no denying it. We can't even go like, four minutes without proclaiming it. :-P Maybe I'm just being a stupid in puppy love teenager, but you know what? I'm having fun so leave me alone.
'I'm running toward the end
And all of this bullshit I don't even want to hear it....'
I hope the Eagles win the Superbowl tonight, the Patriots have had their time too many times. :-P Once is enough! Unless you're the Bears of course. Dave actually thinks the Patriots will win, some sort of brainwashing of the government to make the country more patriotic. I don't know how much I buy into that theory. Hey! Eagles are patriotic too! Boo-yah.
'Everything to prove
Nothing to lose!
Just when everything's fallen to the ground!
Gonna knock it down!
Just believe me when I tell you it's alright..'
Yeah, this CD is kick ass, I can't believe it's been such a long time since I've listened to it. It came out in like, what eighth grade? Man, that's a long time.
I dig it though.
'Fall into you
Don't believe that this is real
Fall into you
But don't believe that this is real
Fall into you
But don't believe that this is real
I fall into you
But don't believe that this is real..'
I think I'm supposed to do something with Natalya today, but I don't know if that's going to happen. But hey, we've still got hours left in the day.
I'm happy cause my computer is WORKING! Hah.
I will write in here soon.
-SaM
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