My Listening to C**** Poser Self
2005-02-11 @ 12:33 a.m.
'Cause when you are with me
I am free
I am careless
I believe
Above all the others
We'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes...'
Don't laugh. I mean it! Damn you!
Anyway, I feel as if something, really, really, really, bad is going to happen tomorrow. I don't want to believe that, but Dave and I have been acting really weird lately. I can't judge either of our actions anymore.
I think that Natalya for sure is going to meet Dave tomorrow, if everything goes well. Angela might come too, it depends on her mood. I told Dave that at most two people would come and it'd be girls. Then he explained to my why meeting my friends is uncomfortable and I totally got it, so I'm going to make sure we do our best to make him feel completely comfortable. I'm thinking maybe I'll just have them say 'Hi', we'll talk for a bit, they can get a good look at him, we'll hug, and then we'll depart. I know sometimes he feels like I'm ambushing him, but this time I actually told him about it BEFORE I made him meet people. Besides, I've met a many of his friends, he can stand to meet two girls.
He is after all, just the man I love. No biggie there. :-P We may be acting weird with one another right now, but I have never felt more in love with him than I have lately. It scares me and makes me worry that something really bad is about to happen.
'You're my daily does of reality....'
Tomorrow morning I start off with math, and then I'll move onto self-defense and LS with Angela.
I really REALLY hope nothing bad happens tomorrow.
Otherwise I'm really excited to see him, I've missed him so much.
-SaM
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